Near end of 2011

Alhamdulillah, Praise to God now I can be up and writing blogs again...I can even open my fb now (i used to be sooo sick of it) ....

I think thanks to the little trip down south.....I've improved a lot after the vacation, not tremendously a lot but simply better than before....I still can't wash the dishes (I CANNOT SMELL SUNLIGHT, maybe after dis i'll change to lil girl's milk bottle cleaning soap) .... or cooking....

Next year our family will embrace new changes, new challenges, new lives....Are we prepared for it? My guess is still 30-70, 70% not prepared....An unknown future awaits us, exciting but still dangerous...with a new family member coming along....Can we cope? We'll be needing a lot of prayers....

A lot of my frens are going thru changes as well....most of them already get married/going to....some had babies....some transferring to another country....some had/going to have 2nd baby....we are maturing along with the changes that is surrounding us....

I surely feel not dat young anymore...there are people younger than me starts working, calling me 'kak intan'.....aargghh (i dont like being called kak, making me feel old.....respect doesnt mean dat u need to call somebody 'kakak'....i know its a malay culture thingy....still i beg to differ in this matter...well atleast if u r 10yrs++ gap, u deserved to be called 'kakak'...but if ur only 2-3 yrs gap, do u need to? i still wanna feel young u know...'kakak' juz make me aged...adek-my own sista, u r an exception).....im starting to feel like an adult now (what??!? now only u r accepting dat fact??! u already 1 husband wit 1 child...now only u feel like an adult???!!) ...

Whatever it is, come what may (motto for my old st george's school i think...is it?? hmmm...)

-Entry was done after 'kejadian emosi xstabil semlm...harini kena stat wat keja balik'-