to HUBBY...
we've been married for 3 years...been together since 20/05/2005.....
with one healthy cheerful doter, another one on the way...
with one house of our own and one car....
may our family continuously be blessed by Allah....
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ngeeeeeee.....actually I've forgotten about today....the day where i was nervous, the day i moved to another phase of my life, the day we become 'sah n halal'....3 years ago....
i was soooooo consumed with other things (dis yr, there's juz too much things to arrrange, to plan and execute)...i havent plan anything...luckily hubby reminded me yesterday... *embarrassed...women shud remember these kind of things*
hmm..wat shud i plan...dinner? present? cakes? or hugs n kisses wit lots of loves from the heart???
Wednesday, 7 March 2012
Friday, 6 January 2012
Beaten.Defeated
I'm beaten by the 2-yr-old girl....
Remember in my previous post, I said dat when I'm stronger, I will not surrender to the lil girl...no more sweet treats, chocolates, lollipops...
HAHAHA....HOHOHO....who am I kidding.....
I forgot to add in the fact dat when I'm stronger (after the morning sickness), my tummy gets bigger (seriously I think its big, not tally with the week im supposed to be in...maybe my due date is wrong?? hmmmmm..)...im exhausted more easily....my movement is restricted...seriously, i was panting for my breath after taking the steps....im thinking of doing yoga (for pregnancy of cos)...think it'll help?
I cannot lift the lil girl (she's 12kg now)....not for a long time, 5mins mayb? but she keeps on insisting 'ibu, ibu...nk utung' <----means dukung......even when there are are other people around, even when pak is around....hold me tightly around the neck, refusing to walk/let other people to carry her....sometimes willingly sits on stroller.....sometimes want to run around the shopping complex (dis is when pak starts to 'jom balik la mcm ni' when we've actually juz arrived....pls imagine ibu's face..)
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*she likes to add the word 'ni' to her sentences.....example :
*xbowleyh dudok niii!!!!* (time ni tetiba ja marah ibu tgh duduk atas sofa...out of nowhere menjerit)
*pakkk!!!! baca nii...* (time ni dlm keta, tgh baring atas paha ibu sambil baca buku..pak tgh tekan break...so dia slightly terkedepan)
*ibu unya nii!!* (bila maktuk pegang tudung, walopon suma tudung kt umah maktuk...suma dia kata ibu punya...she has some kind of war wit her maktuk...wonder y)
Remember in my previous post, I said dat when I'm stronger, I will not surrender to the lil girl...no more sweet treats, chocolates, lollipops...
HAHAHA....HOHOHO....who am I kidding.....
I forgot to add in the fact dat when I'm stronger (after the morning sickness), my tummy gets bigger (seriously I think its big, not tally with the week im supposed to be in...maybe my due date is wrong?? hmmmmm..)...im exhausted more easily....my movement is restricted...seriously, i was panting for my breath after taking the steps....im thinking of doing yoga (for pregnancy of cos)...think it'll help?
I cannot lift the lil girl (she's 12kg now)....not for a long time, 5mins mayb? but she keeps on insisting 'ibu, ibu...nk utung' <----means dukung......even when there are are other people around, even when pak is around....hold me tightly around the neck, refusing to walk/let other people to carry her....sometimes willingly sits on stroller.....sometimes want to run around the shopping complex (dis is when pak starts to 'jom balik la mcm ni' when we've actually juz arrived....pls imagine ibu's face..)
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*she likes to add the word 'ni' to her sentences.....example :
*xbowleyh dudok niii!!!!* (time ni tetiba ja marah ibu tgh duduk atas sofa...out of nowhere menjerit)
*pakkk!!!! baca nii...* (time ni dlm keta, tgh baring atas paha ibu sambil baca buku..pak tgh tekan break...so dia slightly terkedepan)
*ibu unya nii!!* (bila maktuk pegang tudung, walopon suma tudung kt umah maktuk...suma dia kata ibu punya...she has some kind of war wit her maktuk...wonder y)
Thursday, 15 December 2011
Near end of 2011
Alhamdulillah, Praise to God now I can be up and writing blogs again...I can even open my fb now (i used to be sooo sick of it) ....
I think thanks to the little trip down south.....I've improved a lot after the vacation, not tremendously a lot but simply better than before....I still can't wash the dishes (I CANNOT SMELL SUNLIGHT, maybe after dis i'll change to lil girl's milk bottle cleaning soap) .... or cooking....
Next year our family will embrace new changes, new challenges, new lives....Are we prepared for it? My guess is still 30-70, 70% not prepared....An unknown future awaits us, exciting but still dangerous...with a new family member coming along....Can we cope? We'll be needing a lot of prayers....
A lot of my frens are going thru changes as well....most of them already get married/going to....some had babies....some transferring to another country....some had/going to have 2nd baby....we are maturing along with the changes that is surrounding us....
I surely feel not dat young anymore...there are people younger than me starts working, calling me 'kak intan'.....aargghh (i dont like being called kak, making me feel old.....respect doesnt mean dat u need to call somebody 'kakak'....i know its a malay culture thingy....still i beg to differ in this matter...well atleast if u r 10yrs++ gap, u deserved to be called 'kakak'...but if ur only 2-3 yrs gap, do u need to? i still wanna feel young u know...'kakak' juz make me aged...adek-my own sista, u r an exception).....im starting to feel like an adult now (what??!? now only u r accepting dat fact??! u already 1 husband wit 1 child...now only u feel like an adult???!!) ...
Whatever it is, come what may (motto for my old st george's school i think...is it?? hmmm...)
-Entry was done after 'kejadian emosi xstabil semlm...harini kena stat wat keja balik'-
I think thanks to the little trip down south.....I've improved a lot after the vacation, not tremendously a lot but simply better than before....I still can't wash the dishes (I CANNOT SMELL SUNLIGHT, maybe after dis i'll change to lil girl's milk bottle cleaning soap) .... or cooking....
Next year our family will embrace new changes, new challenges, new lives....Are we prepared for it? My guess is still 30-70, 70% not prepared....An unknown future awaits us, exciting but still dangerous...with a new family member coming along....Can we cope? We'll be needing a lot of prayers....
A lot of my frens are going thru changes as well....most of them already get married/going to....some had babies....some transferring to another country....some had/going to have 2nd baby....we are maturing along with the changes that is surrounding us....
I surely feel not dat young anymore...there are people younger than me starts working, calling me 'kak intan'.....aargghh (i dont like being called kak, making me feel old.....respect doesnt mean dat u need to call somebody 'kakak'....i know its a malay culture thingy....still i beg to differ in this matter...well atleast if u r 10yrs++ gap, u deserved to be called 'kakak'...but if ur only 2-3 yrs gap, do u need to? i still wanna feel young u know...'kakak' juz make me aged...adek-my own sista, u r an exception).....im starting to feel like an adult now (what??!? now only u r accepting dat fact??! u already 1 husband wit 1 child...now only u feel like an adult???!!) ...
Whatever it is, come what may (motto for my old st george's school i think...is it?? hmmm...)
-Entry was done after 'kejadian emosi xstabil semlm...harini kena stat wat keja balik'-
Friday, 4 November 2011
Blur Blank Blurp
I LURVE MY HUBBY SOOOOO MUCH!!! YESTERDAY, TODAY, NOW N FOREVER WILL BE....
I lurveeeee my two hunny bunnies in my life, soon to become 3....
Hubby takes care everything...
He takes care of me....
He takes care of lil cutie pie....
He takes care of the house....
He's juz wonderfully amazing....He is SUPERPAK!!!!
Lil cutie pie is also generally a good girl....only misbehaving a bit here n there....
She is soooo attached to her father right now....dun care if mommy is around or not....
Cant blame her though....daddy was the one changing her diapers, bathing her, plays wit her....
Bullying her father until the point where going to the toilet needs a sweet treat...tunggulah ibu dah 5,6 bulan nnt, jaga dia, xdak kasik can punya, nangis guling2 pon ibu heret pi toilet gak....
Lil girl has developed a very sweet tooth for candies, lollipops n all the sweet things in the world...she does not like chocs though....
Me? Lying around most of the time....even got medical leave for the whole of last week....
Been at war with the toilet cleaner at the office...
Whenever i wanna go vomit, she will soooooo happenly to close the toilet for cleaning...
Whenever i wanna vomit, she'll be there staring, thinking omg dis lady is going to ruin my sinks...
Not dat i actually able to vomit at work, it'll only be air coming out....
I will usually wait till i get home b4 throwing everything out, to the point where i cut my throat vomiting apples (they're very hard)....yes, i vomitted blood (only a bit here n there, nothing serious)....
Praying hard dat i will get stronger...n stronger....n stronger....
p/s : now whenever i pray for my lil cutie pie, i will mention the baby as well....felt kinda awkard n weird...i will soon hv 2, cant imagine having 2 lil earthlings of my own (horror!!)....hope not....
I lurveeeee my two hunny bunnies in my life, soon to become 3....
Hubby takes care everything...
He takes care of me....
He takes care of lil cutie pie....
He takes care of the house....
He's juz wonderfully amazing....He is SUPERPAK!!!!
Lil cutie pie is also generally a good girl....only misbehaving a bit here n there....
She is soooo attached to her father right now....dun care if mommy is around or not....
Cant blame her though....daddy was the one changing her diapers, bathing her, plays wit her....
Bullying her father until the point where going to the toilet needs a sweet treat...tunggulah ibu dah 5,6 bulan nnt, jaga dia, xdak kasik can punya, nangis guling2 pon ibu heret pi toilet gak....
Lil girl has developed a very sweet tooth for candies, lollipops n all the sweet things in the world...she does not like chocs though....
Me? Lying around most of the time....even got medical leave for the whole of last week....
Been at war with the toilet cleaner at the office...
Whenever i wanna go vomit, she will soooooo happenly to close the toilet for cleaning...
Whenever i wanna vomit, she'll be there staring, thinking omg dis lady is going to ruin my sinks...
Not dat i actually able to vomit at work, it'll only be air coming out....
I will usually wait till i get home b4 throwing everything out, to the point where i cut my throat vomiting apples (they're very hard)....yes, i vomitted blood (only a bit here n there, nothing serious)....
Praying hard dat i will get stronger...n stronger....n stronger....
p/s : now whenever i pray for my lil cutie pie, i will mention the baby as well....felt kinda awkard n weird...i will soon hv 2, cant imagine having 2 lil earthlings of my own (horror!!)....hope not....
Tuesday, 27 September 2011
At War
tgh berperang....
dgn diri sendiri....
menahan dgn sekuat-kuat hati....
Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan...
aku tidak mahu tewas....
P/s : Ibu n pak syg lil girl sooooooo much tau!!
dgn diri sendiri....
menahan dgn sekuat-kuat hati....
Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan...
aku tidak mahu tewas....
P/s : Ibu n pak syg lil girl sooooooo much tau!!
Thursday, 4 August 2011
Ramadhan...new resolutions
- dis few weeks was hell for me at work...i got a lot of issues dat required my full attention....huuwwwaaaaaarrrggghhhhh!&*$%^&*??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- cooking : i plan to cook atleast one dish a day....everytime when we're breaking fast at home....to motivate myself, i plan (in excel sumore!!) the list of dishes...much2 easier than cracking ur head everyday thinking wat am i going to cook...wat is hubby going to eat...wat is lil girl going to eat....wat is delicious....i dun want it to be the same as yesterday...thus, another headache besides than the stomachache...
- iftar : taking the fasting month rather +vely dis yr.....another method to lose weight hihi....so my resolution is to cut down rice intake n esp food-dat-looks-yummy-at-pasar-ramadhan-when-ur-hungry-at-6pm-after-a-hard-day-at-work....all the waste down the drain...pocket money also drain....
- tarawikh : 4 days has gone by....n i've managed to do it...2 times!!....by myself!!...at home!!...dats sure an accomplishment right....u know how hard it is to do it by urself at home vs going to the mosque following the imam...altho only 8 rakaat, surah lazim (so its quite short =P)...dats surely beats last yr record of only once.....kudos to lil cutie pie for sleeping early....hope to maintain the consistency....
- sahur : one thing i can be proud of myself is i always wakes up early in the morning to prepare for sahur (sum people eats before going to sleep at 1-2am)....dis is our 3rd yr of fasting together....alhamdulillah, i still manage to fulfill my responsibility...warming up yesterday's iftar dish...frying nuggets/eggs...boiling telur masin...sumtimes even cooking the rice at 5am (still sempat tu b4 subuh !!).....
- raya prep : recycle from sis's wedding...additional tshirts (hubby), accessory n tudung (me), gowns n socks n blouse n skirt n mayb pants (lil girl)....see who has the most new things here?? dis chapter, yet to be closed....
Wednesday, 3 August 2011
3D video causes extra eye strain and fatigue says Samsung study
taken from here :
http://www.soyacincau.com/2011/07/25/3d-video-causes-extra-eye-strain-and-fatigue-says-samsung-study/
Here’s another reason why 3D is pointless. A study funded in part by Samsung’s R&D division conducted by the University of California-Berkley revealed that 3D displays cause extra eye fatigue. The study, published in the Journal of Vision last week found that when test subjects watched 3D content, they reported more eye strain and fatigue and less vision clarity afterward than when they watched 2D content.
This additional eye strain is caused by the disparity between the depth of the screen and the depth of the 3D image, though researchers also found that the relationship between image depth and nearness of the screen is also a factor in causing eye strain.
Essentially what this means is that while a cinematic 3D experience in a movie theater can be relatively comfortable, watching 3D movies at home is likely to cause stress to your eyeballs due to the much shorter distance available between the viewer and the display. Though this is not to say that watching a 3D movie in a cinema is not strenuous either.
Where at home and with 3D mobile devices like a 3D smarthphone (like the LG Optimus 3D) or a 3D portable gaming console (like the Nintendo 3DS), a 3D content viewed over a short distance is more visually uncomfortable when the 3D image is placed in front of the screen. In a movie theaters where the distance between the screen and viewer is greater, it’s the opposite: 3D content that appear deeper within the screen or behind the screen causes more discomfort than images that jump out at you.
Hit up the source link for the full report if you want to read it. So, what are your thoughts about 3D?
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say no to 3D maybe until 10-20 yrs later?? interesting....=D
http://www.soyacincau.com/2011/07/25/3d-video-causes-extra-eye-strain-and-fatigue-says-samsung-study/
Here’s another reason why 3D is pointless. A study funded in part by Samsung’s R&D division conducted by the University of California-Berkley revealed that 3D displays cause extra eye fatigue. The study, published in the Journal of Vision last week found that when test subjects watched 3D content, they reported more eye strain and fatigue and less vision clarity afterward than when they watched 2D content.
This additional eye strain is caused by the disparity between the depth of the screen and the depth of the 3D image, though researchers also found that the relationship between image depth and nearness of the screen is also a factor in causing eye strain.
Essentially what this means is that while a cinematic 3D experience in a movie theater can be relatively comfortable, watching 3D movies at home is likely to cause stress to your eyeballs due to the much shorter distance available between the viewer and the display. Though this is not to say that watching a 3D movie in a cinema is not strenuous either.
Where at home and with 3D mobile devices like a 3D smarthphone (like the LG Optimus 3D) or a 3D portable gaming console (like the Nintendo 3DS), a 3D content viewed over a short distance is more visually uncomfortable when the 3D image is placed in front of the screen. In a movie theaters where the distance between the screen and viewer is greater, it’s the opposite: 3D content that appear deeper within the screen or behind the screen causes more discomfort than images that jump out at you.
Hit up the source link for the full report if you want to read it. So, what are your thoughts about 3D?
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say no to 3D maybe until 10-20 yrs later?? interesting....=D
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