Friday, 18 May 2012:
- My last day of work before starting maternity leave...ive got big major customer issues right up till the end...well, who cares anyway...im going for 2 months of rest and work-free period...seriously needed dis break, been busy like hell since the start of 2012...
- It's my birthday!! I totally forgot bout dis day (as usual) until hubby wished me on the way to work (nmpk sgt xpedulik benda lain dah melainkan nk cuti 2bln semata2...=) )
- Visited my colleague aka my nebor who's juz delivered a baby girl few days b4...there were alot of preggie mommies dis yr together-gether wit me at work (sure give a headache to the bosses to find replacements)..she mentioned that the labor room in govt hosp was full wit people dat gave me a hint to avoid govt hosp...hihiii....(until dis point, i wasnt sure where to deliver my baby yet)
- Planned to make full use of sat n sun for walking exercise (to help ease my delivery)...my due date was estimated on next Friday, 25/5/2012...
Saturday, 19 May 2012:
- Woke up not so early....had brunch at 11am...tidy up the home little bit (felt very confident to fully complete the house chores in a week's time before labor)..im quite tired from the whole week trying to finish off my work...
- Went to Queensbay in the evening...walking exercise done in aircond environment =P...
- The big sister was quite cooperative....willing to walk slowly, side by side wit mummy pushing the stroller (she totally refused to be sitted in her stroller)...willing to listen to mummy not to run around...she was such a good girl, holding hands at times...a sign dat she's grown up to become kakak soon??
Sunday, 20 May 2012:
- I asked the big sister on Sunday morning while lying on the bed...'kakak nak adek kluaq arini ka mingu depan??'...of cos she wont answer me, she never shows any concern on her little sister thru out my pregnancy...
- I've started to feel mild contractions since waking up...about once every hour...
- We went to the nearby market for some chicken n fish (konon nk masak la utk hubby tercinta semasa cuti seminggu b4 labor tiap2 hari)....but by the time to select vegetables, i said 'nnt la kita bli sayur, i rasa sakit la, takut nk beranak dah, ayam ikan bleh simpan dlm freezer kan'..but at dis time, i still wasnt sure whether its braxton-hicks contraction or not...so, of we went to have breakfast..
Friday, 1 June 2012
Wednesday, 7 March 2012
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY!!
to HUBBY...
we've been married for 3 years...been together since 20/05/2005.....
with one healthy cheerful doter, another one on the way...
with one house of our own and one car....
may our family continuously be blessed by Allah....
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ngeeeeeee.....actually I've forgotten about today....the day where i was nervous, the day i moved to another phase of my life, the day we become 'sah n halal'....3 years ago....
i was soooooo consumed with other things (dis yr, there's juz too much things to arrrange, to plan and execute)...i havent plan anything...luckily hubby reminded me yesterday... *embarrassed...women shud remember these kind of things*
hmm..wat shud i plan...dinner? present? cakes? or hugs n kisses wit lots of loves from the heart???
we've been married for 3 years...been together since 20/05/2005.....
with one healthy cheerful doter, another one on the way...
with one house of our own and one car....
may our family continuously be blessed by Allah....
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ngeeeeeee.....actually I've forgotten about today....the day where i was nervous, the day i moved to another phase of my life, the day we become 'sah n halal'....3 years ago....
i was soooooo consumed with other things (dis yr, there's juz too much things to arrrange, to plan and execute)...i havent plan anything...luckily hubby reminded me yesterday... *embarrassed...women shud remember these kind of things*
hmm..wat shud i plan...dinner? present? cakes? or hugs n kisses wit lots of loves from the heart???
Friday, 6 January 2012
Beaten.Defeated
I'm beaten by the 2-yr-old girl....
Remember in my previous post, I said dat when I'm stronger, I will not surrender to the lil girl...no more sweet treats, chocolates, lollipops...
HAHAHA....HOHOHO....who am I kidding.....
I forgot to add in the fact dat when I'm stronger (after the morning sickness), my tummy gets bigger (seriously I think its big, not tally with the week im supposed to be in...maybe my due date is wrong?? hmmmmm..)...im exhausted more easily....my movement is restricted...seriously, i was panting for my breath after taking the steps....im thinking of doing yoga (for pregnancy of cos)...think it'll help?
I cannot lift the lil girl (she's 12kg now)....not for a long time, 5mins mayb? but she keeps on insisting 'ibu, ibu...nk utung' <----means dukung......even when there are are other people around, even when pak is around....hold me tightly around the neck, refusing to walk/let other people to carry her....sometimes willingly sits on stroller.....sometimes want to run around the shopping complex (dis is when pak starts to 'jom balik la mcm ni' when we've actually juz arrived....pls imagine ibu's face..)
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*she likes to add the word 'ni' to her sentences.....example :
*xbowleyh dudok niii!!!!* (time ni tetiba ja marah ibu tgh duduk atas sofa...out of nowhere menjerit)
*pakkk!!!! baca nii...* (time ni dlm keta, tgh baring atas paha ibu sambil baca buku..pak tgh tekan break...so dia slightly terkedepan)
*ibu unya nii!!* (bila maktuk pegang tudung, walopon suma tudung kt umah maktuk...suma dia kata ibu punya...she has some kind of war wit her maktuk...wonder y)
Remember in my previous post, I said dat when I'm stronger, I will not surrender to the lil girl...no more sweet treats, chocolates, lollipops...
HAHAHA....HOHOHO....who am I kidding.....
I forgot to add in the fact dat when I'm stronger (after the morning sickness), my tummy gets bigger (seriously I think its big, not tally with the week im supposed to be in...maybe my due date is wrong?? hmmmmm..)...im exhausted more easily....my movement is restricted...seriously, i was panting for my breath after taking the steps....im thinking of doing yoga (for pregnancy of cos)...think it'll help?
I cannot lift the lil girl (she's 12kg now)....not for a long time, 5mins mayb? but she keeps on insisting 'ibu, ibu...nk utung' <----means dukung......even when there are are other people around, even when pak is around....hold me tightly around the neck, refusing to walk/let other people to carry her....sometimes willingly sits on stroller.....sometimes want to run around the shopping complex (dis is when pak starts to 'jom balik la mcm ni' when we've actually juz arrived....pls imagine ibu's face..)
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*she likes to add the word 'ni' to her sentences.....example :
*xbowleyh dudok niii!!!!* (time ni tetiba ja marah ibu tgh duduk atas sofa...out of nowhere menjerit)
*pakkk!!!! baca nii...* (time ni dlm keta, tgh baring atas paha ibu sambil baca buku..pak tgh tekan break...so dia slightly terkedepan)
*ibu unya nii!!* (bila maktuk pegang tudung, walopon suma tudung kt umah maktuk...suma dia kata ibu punya...she has some kind of war wit her maktuk...wonder y)
Thursday, 15 December 2011
Near end of 2011
Alhamdulillah, Praise to God now I can be up and writing blogs again...I can even open my fb now (i used to be sooo sick of it) ....
I think thanks to the little trip down south.....I've improved a lot after the vacation, not tremendously a lot but simply better than before....I still can't wash the dishes (I CANNOT SMELL SUNLIGHT, maybe after dis i'll change to lil girl's milk bottle cleaning soap) .... or cooking....
Next year our family will embrace new changes, new challenges, new lives....Are we prepared for it? My guess is still 30-70, 70% not prepared....An unknown future awaits us, exciting but still dangerous...with a new family member coming along....Can we cope? We'll be needing a lot of prayers....
A lot of my frens are going thru changes as well....most of them already get married/going to....some had babies....some transferring to another country....some had/going to have 2nd baby....we are maturing along with the changes that is surrounding us....
I surely feel not dat young anymore...there are people younger than me starts working, calling me 'kak intan'.....aargghh (i dont like being called kak, making me feel old.....respect doesnt mean dat u need to call somebody 'kakak'....i know its a malay culture thingy....still i beg to differ in this matter...well atleast if u r 10yrs++ gap, u deserved to be called 'kakak'...but if ur only 2-3 yrs gap, do u need to? i still wanna feel young u know...'kakak' juz make me aged...adek-my own sista, u r an exception).....im starting to feel like an adult now (what??!? now only u r accepting dat fact??! u already 1 husband wit 1 child...now only u feel like an adult???!!) ...
Whatever it is, come what may (motto for my old st george's school i think...is it?? hmmm...)
-Entry was done after 'kejadian emosi xstabil semlm...harini kena stat wat keja balik'-
I think thanks to the little trip down south.....I've improved a lot after the vacation, not tremendously a lot but simply better than before....I still can't wash the dishes (I CANNOT SMELL SUNLIGHT, maybe after dis i'll change to lil girl's milk bottle cleaning soap) .... or cooking....
Next year our family will embrace new changes, new challenges, new lives....Are we prepared for it? My guess is still 30-70, 70% not prepared....An unknown future awaits us, exciting but still dangerous...with a new family member coming along....Can we cope? We'll be needing a lot of prayers....
A lot of my frens are going thru changes as well....most of them already get married/going to....some had babies....some transferring to another country....some had/going to have 2nd baby....we are maturing along with the changes that is surrounding us....
I surely feel not dat young anymore...there are people younger than me starts working, calling me 'kak intan'.....aargghh (i dont like being called kak, making me feel old.....respect doesnt mean dat u need to call somebody 'kakak'....i know its a malay culture thingy....still i beg to differ in this matter...well atleast if u r 10yrs++ gap, u deserved to be called 'kakak'...but if ur only 2-3 yrs gap, do u need to? i still wanna feel young u know...'kakak' juz make me aged...adek-my own sista, u r an exception).....im starting to feel like an adult now (what??!? now only u r accepting dat fact??! u already 1 husband wit 1 child...now only u feel like an adult???!!) ...
Whatever it is, come what may (motto for my old st george's school i think...is it?? hmmm...)
-Entry was done after 'kejadian emosi xstabil semlm...harini kena stat wat keja balik'-
Friday, 4 November 2011
Blur Blank Blurp
I LURVE MY HUBBY SOOOOO MUCH!!! YESTERDAY, TODAY, NOW N FOREVER WILL BE....
I lurveeeee my two hunny bunnies in my life, soon to become 3....
Hubby takes care everything...
He takes care of me....
He takes care of lil cutie pie....
He takes care of the house....
He's juz wonderfully amazing....He is SUPERPAK!!!!
Lil cutie pie is also generally a good girl....only misbehaving a bit here n there....
She is soooo attached to her father right now....dun care if mommy is around or not....
Cant blame her though....daddy was the one changing her diapers, bathing her, plays wit her....
Bullying her father until the point where going to the toilet needs a sweet treat...tunggulah ibu dah 5,6 bulan nnt, jaga dia, xdak kasik can punya, nangis guling2 pon ibu heret pi toilet gak....
Lil girl has developed a very sweet tooth for candies, lollipops n all the sweet things in the world...she does not like chocs though....
Me? Lying around most of the time....even got medical leave for the whole of last week....
Been at war with the toilet cleaner at the office...
Whenever i wanna go vomit, she will soooooo happenly to close the toilet for cleaning...
Whenever i wanna vomit, she'll be there staring, thinking omg dis lady is going to ruin my sinks...
Not dat i actually able to vomit at work, it'll only be air coming out....
I will usually wait till i get home b4 throwing everything out, to the point where i cut my throat vomiting apples (they're very hard)....yes, i vomitted blood (only a bit here n there, nothing serious)....
Praying hard dat i will get stronger...n stronger....n stronger....
p/s : now whenever i pray for my lil cutie pie, i will mention the baby as well....felt kinda awkard n weird...i will soon hv 2, cant imagine having 2 lil earthlings of my own (horror!!)....hope not....
I lurveeeee my two hunny bunnies in my life, soon to become 3....
Hubby takes care everything...
He takes care of me....
He takes care of lil cutie pie....
He takes care of the house....
He's juz wonderfully amazing....He is SUPERPAK!!!!
Lil cutie pie is also generally a good girl....only misbehaving a bit here n there....
She is soooo attached to her father right now....dun care if mommy is around or not....
Cant blame her though....daddy was the one changing her diapers, bathing her, plays wit her....
Bullying her father until the point where going to the toilet needs a sweet treat...tunggulah ibu dah 5,6 bulan nnt, jaga dia, xdak kasik can punya, nangis guling2 pon ibu heret pi toilet gak....
Lil girl has developed a very sweet tooth for candies, lollipops n all the sweet things in the world...she does not like chocs though....
Me? Lying around most of the time....even got medical leave for the whole of last week....
Been at war with the toilet cleaner at the office...
Whenever i wanna go vomit, she will soooooo happenly to close the toilet for cleaning...
Whenever i wanna vomit, she'll be there staring, thinking omg dis lady is going to ruin my sinks...
Not dat i actually able to vomit at work, it'll only be air coming out....
I will usually wait till i get home b4 throwing everything out, to the point where i cut my throat vomiting apples (they're very hard)....yes, i vomitted blood (only a bit here n there, nothing serious)....
Praying hard dat i will get stronger...n stronger....n stronger....
p/s : now whenever i pray for my lil cutie pie, i will mention the baby as well....felt kinda awkard n weird...i will soon hv 2, cant imagine having 2 lil earthlings of my own (horror!!)....hope not....
Tuesday, 27 September 2011
At War
tgh berperang....
dgn diri sendiri....
menahan dgn sekuat-kuat hati....
Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan...
aku tidak mahu tewas....
P/s : Ibu n pak syg lil girl sooooooo much tau!!
dgn diri sendiri....
menahan dgn sekuat-kuat hati....
Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan...
aku tidak mahu tewas....
P/s : Ibu n pak syg lil girl sooooooo much tau!!
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