.....is of coz her mother's milk....with additional formula milk as mine is kinda 'cukup2' only (not enuf are 2 taboo words to be said)...
My breastfeeding journey started as early as my doter can reach me after giving birth....alhamdulillah, i can feed her within her first hour of being born...she were so tiny back then....
Now, she drinks 2-3oz, every 2-3 hours....depending on her demand....so, every working day, i'll pump 3 times at the office, getting from1.5-3 oz.....my supply fluctuates, sometimes there's more, sometimes less....basically, i pump today for tomorrow's supply....still cannot keep for stocks.....i dunno why....tried everything dy....
I'm actually sad dat i cannot provide ample amount of supply to Ariana.....for instance, yesterday we sent her to maktok to babysit so dat i can cook meals for weekdays and store them frozen (not 100% healthy, i know....but much better than buying food outside)....so, i gave 4 bottles of 2-3 oz for 4 times of feeding.....she was there from 12pm to 9pm.....in that amount of time, im only able to express 2 times with only 1.5oz and2.5oz (should hv been 3 times but when ariana arrives im too excited n missed her too much to be pumping)......maktok also gave additional of 2 times of formula milk....now, can u imagine how much the demand is compared to the supply?
-Ariana's bekal- (used to send 5 bottles of 1.5oz, now just 3 bottles of 2.5oz)
-Keperluan2 Ariana-
Sigh......nevertheless, im still thinking positive.....still pumping as usual.....dont want to be stress about dis.....whatever dat i managed to get will be ariana's rezeki....i failed at breastfeeding her exclusively, sorry sayang salah ibu.....so, to make it up, when she starts solid food, ill make her porridge everyday, without fail...the least dat i can do for her own good.....
Now, she drinks 2-3oz, every 2-3 hours....depending on her demand....so, every working day, i'll pump 3 times at the office, getting from1.5-3 oz.....my supply fluctuates, sometimes there's more, sometimes less....basically, i pump today for tomorrow's supply....still cannot keep for stocks.....i dunno why....tried everything dy....
I'm actually sad dat i cannot provide ample amount of supply to Ariana.....for instance, yesterday we sent her to maktok to babysit so dat i can cook meals for weekdays and store them frozen (not 100% healthy, i know....but much better than buying food outside)....so, i gave 4 bottles of 2-3 oz for 4 times of feeding.....she was there from 12pm to 9pm.....in that amount of time, im only able to express 2 times with only 1.5oz and2.5oz (should hv been 3 times but when ariana arrives im too excited n missed her too much to be pumping)......maktok also gave additional of 2 times of formula milk....now, can u imagine how much the demand is compared to the supply?
-Ariana's bekal- (used to send 5 bottles of 1.5oz, now just 3 bottles of 2.5oz)
-Keperluan2 Ariana-
Sigh......nevertheless, im still thinking positive.....still pumping as usual.....dont want to be stress about dis.....whatever dat i managed to get will be ariana's rezeki....i failed at breastfeeding her exclusively, sorry sayang salah ibu.....so, to make it up, when she starts solid food, ill make her porridge everyday, without fail...the least dat i can do for her own good.....
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