T.I.M.E.

Do u think u hv the gift of time? In my case, Im not so sure. See, everyday (until today) i will arrive late at work...thanks to the flexible hours, im able to do dat heheh =P....i will also try to go home early, but still i'll arrive later than everyone else....if i was not able to do some house work at night, ill do it after sending my kid to nursery n b4 going to work....

At home, as usual, theres always house work to do....do u know how much time taken to wash, hang and fold ur clothes plus doing the dishes, washing milk bottles? A lot apparently.....i never realized dis until after i got my 1st baby...not dat i didnt help when i was still staying wit my parents...its just i never hv to organize or to think 'oohh, today is a sunny day, lets wash the bedsheet' or 'oohh, the fridge is getting smelly, lets clean it'...only whenever i see dishes pile up, then ill wash them or laundry needs to be folded, then ill do them....rest of the time, i let the queen of the house be in charge aka MY MUM....nor do i hv never lived by my own...ive lived in a boarding school since i was 16yrs old...taking care of myself was not a problem altho once in awhile, i do miss my mum n wanted her to b there juz to take care of me, to cook for me n do laundry (dat will b when i was bz wit exams)....

Now, I AM the queen of my house....so, naturally the house chores fall on my responsibility....for the first 10months, i only do light house works...only washing the clothes once a week....sometimes we'll cook...sometimes its easier to eat outside...i didnt completely move out from my parents', alot of my stuff were still there...now dat ive regain my strength after giving birth, i find dat ill turn ON the washing machine everyday...trying very hard to do the dishes everyday..to cook is a mission impossible (difficult but can be accomplish wit help).....

Basically, to take care of 3 people can be a nightmare...but, alhamdulillah, im still capable to do them altho i'll be 'kelam kabut' all the time....actually enjoy taking care of my own family....ill be restless if i just sit on the sofa watching tv without something else to do (usually ill b breastfeeding or folding clothes or peeling mangoes...eceh mcm slalu bli mempelam ja =P)....juz dat i dont think time is on my side...